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Showing posts with label Her Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Her Thoughts. Show all posts

Thursday, December 1, 2011

OMG!




“Oh my gosh...” Usher sings to me so loud. I’m looking where the sound comes from. I was exploring my hand under my pillows until it feels a vibration. The sound becomes louder that I can’t bear hearing it anymore. My eyes are still half-opened when I reached my phone and just by then I thought, it was not Usher singing to me, it was him waking me up.


It’s my phone’s alarm! I tried to open my eyes a little wider until to my surprise it read a note “Gising Kuya!” I immediately remembered that before I went to bed, I was exchanging messages with Kuya. Nope! He’s not my brother, let me say he’s someone special but I can’t yet completely draw the line between lovers and friends at that point in time. It’s something to share in another story.


So my memory was then refreshed that he asked me a favor last night. He wants me to wake him up by 5am because he needs to take a walk and have some fitness exercises before going to school. So, I hurriedly sent him a message saying, “Good Morning Kuya! Gising na po. Have a great day. God bless!” Wow! How sweet of me.
Good thing that he replied in just a jiffy telling me he was awakened by my SMS. Before ants could finally fill the short messaging lines connecting us, I let him do his activity first as I plan to go back to dreamland. But it seems like I already had my eyes opened and I felt the push for leaving my bed. So sooner than doing anything else, I put my hands together, closed my eyes once more and thanked God for giving me another day of enjoying the gift He has given me and said AMEN. I folded my blanket and placed it above my pillow, and smoothed down my bed linen.


I subsequently stood up and saw my brother on the upper bed of our double deck. He was still sleeping so I was budging his butt while calling his name trying to wake him up. But he’s like frozen grease that can’t be moved from the bottle, so I just went nearer to our ajar door and smelled aroma of fried eggs and hot coffee. I opened the door widely and saw my mother preparing my brother’s lunch box. I came close to the sink, washed my face and gargled.


I entered our room again, got my two phones, one for Sun Cellular and the other for my Smart line. I brought it with me to the dining table, pulled a stool and sat down. I know I am now ready for breakfast, my taste buds told me so. I opened a sachet of choco drink, scooped powdered milk and poured hot water to my mug. I went back to my seat and held my chow friends, Mr. Fork and Ms. Spoon. Mom was talking to me and I was babbling with the food on my mouth.


After finishing my revitalizing meal, I went to the sink and brushed my teeth. I checked my phones, replied to some messages and just read those usual ‘Good Morning’ SMS. Just before becoming overwhelmed with texting, I was startled when I recalled that my first class on a Tuesday-Thursday schedule is my 3 units on Education at 7:30 am. Time check! It’s already 6:15am. OMG! So I immediately reached my towel hanged on my brother’s bed and collected the shampoo, hair conditioner, face cleanser and bath soap in our water dipper. Off to the waters!


Water temperature check first! Brrr! The water is colder than my body warmth. But I have to do it. I need to take a bath now and as fast as I could. After 15 minutes of eventually enjoying the water, I headed to our room. My brother is already awake so I now have the freedom in our shared room. I put on my contact lenses, rolled on my deo, applied my facial cream and wore my Comm-Arts senior’s uniform for a Thursday, all in a fast pace. I fixed my bag, took out my make-up stuff and faced the mirror on the wall. Putting on my make-up though the ticking of the clock is in express is part of my daily routine already. But instead of talking to my imaginary friend in the mirror as I always do, I just put on my school-girl make-up. I got my things, bag, books, notes, and folder then left the room.


I approached the fridge and got my daily allowance which is always placed by my father above the cooling appliance the night before. I wore my black leather shoes and checked my phone once more, it displayed 3 messages received. OMG! I want to open the messages but since it’s already 7am on the clock, and it is a must to leave the house 30 minutes before the class begins, so I just went on my way. I greeted my family goodbyes and faced the bright sunny morning the world offered. While walking myself to the main road, I put on my ear phones and opened my phone’s music player. I chose to play lively songs to energize me for the day ahead.


Leading to the stop, I checked my phone’s unread messages while waiting for a jeepney. Upon finding a Bangkal-Magsaysay jeepney, I took a ride and underwent the accustomed traffic jam in an early morning rush on the streets. It was nothing new, so I just said my prayer, “Lord! ‘Di lang unta ko ma-late. Fufu!” Roughly 20 minutes after, I reached Mercury on Planet Earth – Mercury Drugstore, the corner of the street in walking distance to the university. I quickly reached the school gate, greeted my favorite security guard while looking at the school clock – 7:27am. OMG!
I hastily went upstairs and just in time upon arriving at the door of room 302, the bell rang. I took my seat on the 1st of the 2nd row at the right side of the room. OMG! Inhale! Exhale! I composed myself and arranged my things. Then held my phone and sent Kuya a message saying, “Here at school. See you later! :)”

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

NORMAL LiFE -- With or without the NORMS?

“Life is what we make it.”


I would always hear and read people’s statements about life as aforementioned. As what we make life is how it is defined, is something I’ve always debated inside my mind. Upon enrolling myself in the course Oriental Philosophy, there have been a lot of thoughts that I have invited to linger into my mind. Visions of various philosophers which all pertain to how we ought to live our lives and their principles are all that amounts to my bewilderment.


The widely-known Confucius and Lao-Tzu, whom both I first learned of in my History books back in Secondary school, are the two who have presented their viewpoints on the wisdom of life.


A wise man once said... WAIT! Which man was it?


Taoism is of Lao-Tzu. It is known as a stream of thought which revolves around different but interconnected religious and philosophical traditions and concept. It mainly concentrates on nature, men-cosmos correspondence, health, longevity, wu wei (action through inaction), liberty, immortality and spontaneity. Taoist ethics underline compassion, moderation and humility, which are considered to be its three jewels.


Confucianism evolved and spread around the same time as Taoism. However, Confucianism has developed from the teachings of the Chinese philosopher, Confucius. The fundamental premise of Confucianism is the importance of education for the moral development of the individual. If an individual develops morals, the state would not have to use its coercive powers to regulate the life of the people. The people themselves will refrain from doing something wrong.


Like Taoism, Confucianism also had a huge impact on East Asian countries. Confucianism is a complicated system of social, moral, quasi-religious, political and philosophical thought. There are 7 themes of the Confucian thought which form the base of Confucianism. They are Ritual, Relationships, Filial Piety, Loyalty, Humanity, The Gentleman and Rectification of Names.


Taoism and Confucianism are told be two of China’s oldest and most pervasive philosophies. They are said to have arose during roughly the same period in Chinese history, called the Hundred Schools of Thought, a time often marred by unrest and feudal strife. Both philosophies reflect this, as their overarching goals are to seek order and harmony in one’s life, relationship with society, and the universe.


Upon aiming to understand the two, I can say that it is Confucianism that abides with norms while it is Taoism that merely goes with the flow of things. To my mind, life is intricate. Spending it based on standards would help it become more intricate. Customs based on our morality is a form of discipline yet it is also important for us to realize that not everything is meant to be controlled. In having control, there is direction but it does not equate to fullness. In fullness, we mean bliss and pleasure.


In the angle I’m in, life should be translated into freedom. It is supposed to be in accord to nature. It is Taoism which is based on coming into harmonious alignment with elemental patterns of change. It is central to this alignment with the patterns of the natural world, cultivating sensitivity to qi, life-force energy which animates all living things.


As one achieves such an alignment with the patterns of the natural world - their wisdom and power - one gains experiential access, also, to the source of these patterns: the primordial unity out of which they arose, named as the Tao. At this point, ones thoughts, words and actions will tend, quite spontaneously, to produce health and happiness, for oneself as well as ones family, society, world and beyond. One will have attained the highest virtue ("De") and be on the path leading to the realm of Immortality - the summit of Taoist practice.


Yes, immorality it is. In complete contrast to Confucianism’s peak which is morality. But I can perceive immortality as something not in a negative state. It is liberty from mores of humanity yet to fullness of life. I can stand and prefer Taoism over Confucianism.




I have read something about Taoism which I perfectly agree with. It goes like this, “A Clear mind comes from the wonderful fundamental essence given us by nature and is not a personal possession. Impartiality beyond any specific culture fosters clarity and deeper seeing. It is not hard to produce wisdom... what is hard is to have wisdom not interrupted.”

Although in the question, which is better, I am reminded of Lilian Dickson, an acknowledged missionary. She thought that “Life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.” I agree to how she has thought of life. Indeed, life is what we make it. If we make it right, as to what we prefer as the meaning of right, then we made wise use of its once coming.


It still boils down to how an individual uses the gift God has blessed him with, the gift which we call life. Whether it may be through Confucius’ philosophy or through Lao Tzu’s, the most important thing is that while we have it we should grab hold of it for every second of a moment only happens once. There is neither a rewind nor pause on hand, only a matter of forward or worst, stop. Keep the PLAY button.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

“Oops! I did it again.” The Fourth Estate replied.

Once, while I was browsing the internet, I came across an online dictionary site. I read something that somehow thumped me. The Oxford American Dictionary's definition of Journalism is: "the activity or profession of writing for newspapers or magazines or of broadcasting news on radio or television." Although true, the definition is so broad and doesn't even begin to address the social, cultural and political aspects of Journalism. And that is, our Fourth Estate. Aside from the three branches of government which are executive, legislative and judiciary, Journalism or Media has become its fourth member.

Basically I believe that Journalism doesn't have a concrete definition, away from what the dictionary says. Sometimes it requires people to put aside their own personal beliefs for the sake of fair reporting for the public. Sometimes it requires cutting certain parts of a story out and pleasing your editor much just to get your byline in the paper. It’s a balance that every individual has to find. Finding said balance is a sensitive art which is why journalists are so taboo these days.

In my perspective, Journalism requires the ability to go out in public and spend extended periods of time talking to complete strangers as well as the ability to sit alone for hours and write and rewrite something until your eyes start bleeding and the words don't make sense anymore. As given the title of “Fourth Estate”, requisites journalists to not just breathe as how I view journalism but even go beyond the boundaries. These boundaries are the fences a media man needs to hurdle in order to get into the bacon and serve it even if it’s not hot but at least with the cook’s consent and with utmost palatability to the opened mouths of hungry countrymen.
As a prominent and broadcasting company’s slogan goes, “In the service of the Filipino people”, it completely defines media or journalism as the fourth branch of the land. It is as saying that they exist for their fellow countrymen. Thus, the essence of their job is to provide the people with whatever they need but with qualifications, just like what the other three branches are supposed to do. Yes. There is no question to how it should be defined; rather it is on how they are realizing it and the aftermath of the steps they take. Let us take a closer look in to that.

We can cite an instance in the Philippine setting. In the middle of the most crucial political campaign in 2010 after almost a decade of the predecessor, different levels of noise have sprung from here and there and in every corner of the land. One of the major issues was the contentious reports of the leading candidate for the presidency at that time, who is now as well all know, the republic’s president, Benigno Simeon Cojuangco Aquino III. It’s a potentially explosive document given to ABS-CBN by a source from the Nacionalista Party. It was a report allegedly done by Ateneo’s Psychology Department on Sen. Benigno Aquino III signed by Fr. Carmelo Caluag.

On that instant, the former News and Public Affairs Head of the said TV station, Maria Ressa was in dilemma. On the morning of Thursday, April 8, she called a meeting of their top editorial minds to discuss the matter. According to what she, her self, has written as her report, they have been in a tough deliberation. They thought that if it be true, it could spell the end of Sen. Aquino’s campaign. But if they didn’t pursue the story, they could have given the source reason to say media people are biased. If it really did, they could potentially wade into a knot of ethical issues dealing with the mental health of the frontrunner for the presidency.

Whether it was factual or not, they still decided to do the story and air it in the coming days. They didn’t see any rush approaching because they said they thought of their source as giving them a vanguard. But it turns out proving that it was a false assumption. A short time later, their news team received the same document from another source connected to the Nacionalista Party, which Sen. Manny Villar is the standard bearer, who is at the same time has the closest fight in surveys with Sen. Aquino III.

In the first hour of the afternoon, they received the first of a series of email messages asking them if the document is authentic. That was particularly interesting because it came from a multilateral financial establishment. When their news team head, Ressa, scrolled down, it had been forwarded numerous times, already spreading virally on email. Around 2:30 pm, they received text messages giving potentially destructive information about Sen. Aquino’s mental health under this heading “A1 Info – Psychiatric Evaluation Form of Benigno Aquino III.”

Is it true? Given how fast it was spreading, they rushed to validate. They believed it best to go to the two people named in the document: the subject, Sen Aquino, and the signatory, Fr. Carmelo “Tito” Caluag. They believed that if they had gone to others first, they may alert those involved and trigger an organized reaction. So, she called Fr. Caluag, and the priest denied the report, saying he wasn’t a psychologist or psychiatrist and that his signature was lifted from other documents.
Ces Orena-Drilon, one of ABS-CBN news people, who was on the campaign trail with Sen. Aquino, showed him the document. She said, Sen. Aquino’s initial reaction was to laugh. He spoke openly - no PR spin, no consultations - and denied the document’s authenticity.

At that point, TV Patrol World was about to start. It was a stretch to make it to air, but they did - an anchor read followed by a live report from Drilon. They outlined the events of the day, key points of the three-page report circulating on email and text, and – most importantly - the denials of Fr. Caluag and Sen. Aquino.
It was the first public denial of a salacious document masquerading as fact. By disclosing their sources without naming names, they gave their viewers a glimpse of what was going on behind the scenes. That is why that story is important. Events are never isolated so context defines the story’s value.

Three days earlier, the Nacionalista Party used the word “topak” to describe Aquino. “Ano yung TOPAK ni Noynoy? Ito po yung Trapo, Oportunista at Kamaganak Inc na pumapaligid kay Noynoy Aquino,” said Sen. Alan Peter Cayetano, secretary-general of the Nacionalista Party. This statement echoed earlier remarks by Villar spokesman Gilbert Remulla on ANC, the cable news channel of ABS-CBN.
The context of that fake document story seems to show an NP campaign to question Sen. Aquino’s mental health, something Sen. Manuel Villar publicly did on DZMM on Saturday, April 10. The Nacionalista Party denied they gave the documents to ABS-CBN and challenged their news team to name their sources. They publicly declared that the station is biased for Sen. Aquino.

Yet, it was noted that before that, party representatives thanked ABS-CBN news team for airing their exclusive video of Baby James Yap saying "Villar" at a campaign rally of about 15,000 people. That video has since been replayed by another network and spread online by Sen. Villar’s supporters. Airing that video ruffled feathers within the Liberal Party and the network. Nacionalista Party representatives also thanked them for disclosing that sources from the Liberal party gave ABS-CBN the documents questioning Sen. Villar’s ad campaign. Although the documents are authentic, the intent to demolish is the same. The Liberal Party also denied giving those documents to ABS-CBN.

According to Maria Ressa, “Frankly, it’s shocking to see such blatant distortions of the truth. Oh, how I wish we could disclose our sources, but those are the standards we live by.”

In other nations, news organizations routinely report on demolition teams and black ops as part of the election landscape. Negative advertising is part of the game. When candidates use this, they are transparent and they accept the risk that it could backfire against them. In our country, candidates prefer to hide behind – and manipulate - journalists.

I have read the re-tell of the entire situation from the write-up of Maria Ressa, herself, in the ABS-CBN website. And one that struck me was her last words, saying, “To the political parties, we do not write stories because we are for or against you. We aim to tell it like it is. After all, how you run your campaigns gives us an idea of how you will run our nation.”

I can infer that Ressa’s team was just enough in the decision they made. They favored Mill’s Utilitarianism. And I suppose they were also of Rawls’ principle on his Veil of Ignorance. But there were just some lapses that their choice put them into a grave spot. The situation where the media network was caught in the middle is one of the many indications that journalists are indeed on the middle of a road. They have a tough job. And that is because; they are the sprinters of the Fourth domain. They can make or break a person and can also do the same with the audience’s views on something or someone.

And so I must say that it would have been better if the first thing they tried so hard to do was to make it sure that the source would defend the document they have sent even at the sake of publicizing their names. As long as the source cannot assure them that they’d stand for it, they should have kept the issue and never even tried to release it. It is for everyone’s safety, the subject, the other persons involved, and even the network per se. With all of the important persons engaged in the situation, the numbers of the proven innocents who deserve peace, outweigh the number of name/s of the source who hid himself/herself/themselves. But since they published it even with inadequate details, it also drew them nearer to the cliff.

On another note, I have also noticed one more thing with media. All of the other recent events being reported on television, radio and presented in newspapers have shown how the media can easily rally the Filipino. From shamelessly riches and unexplainable wealth of government officials even of barangay officers to the YouTube sensations and videos with top hits and most views, the media can build up or bring down celebrities and politicians while forever attempting to expose the truth, no matter how ugly, for all to see. Unfortunately, media tends to focus on the moment and then moves on when other events, worthy of its attention, arise. Many important events have been pushed aside by the more sensational.

For generations we have accepted “Journalism” as a vital element of democracy. It has been known as The Fourth Estate because it came to represent a counterbalance to the executive, legislature and judiciary.
This fourth leg providing balance in our society was given birth through a network of independent single page papers distributed by hand that evolved over two centuries to include radio and television. Its current materialization, however, no longer plays the role of independent pillar supporting the social triumph that is democracy.


The Fourth Estate brought us news, presented opinions and often played the role of guardian, even becoming an attack dog, when it found abuse of power in one of the three branches of government. We did not suppose complete objectivity, which would have been too much to ask of fellow human beings, but we expected truth, and at the very least we demanded a drought of ideological paddling of particular political creeds.

As what I have mostly read of, the past twenty years saw vast consolidations occur at alarming rates throughout the corporate landscape, to an extent that the term, “too big to fail,” became a tolerable terminology. Through repetition, the phrase evolved into an affirmation, and the insanity of its meaning escaped intrusive common sense.

These consolidations inevitably affected all areas of media and resulted in the formation of gigantic entertainment and culture empires with some subsidiaries masquerading as news companies. In today’s media sovereignties, the term, “journalism,” no longer applies to any performance or occupation preoccupying their employees. Their commissions have dissolved into endeavors that would more appropriately be called, “celebrity reporting.” The writers and talking heads have themselves become celebrities, and the objects of their reports are celebrities created by the media conglomerates. The “star” making machines are profitable devices for their masters.

Whether the celebrities are the Hollywood version, the corporate executive edition or the latest political rendition, the pandering dialogue is neither inquisitive nor analytical. Whether addressing business or politics, our media has become boringly consistent and vacuous as if every news program or publication was its own adaptation of People magazine.

And so, we remain passively entertained, settled on the sidelines, as our lives become altered by special interests. We wish we had the time to become active participants, but we have our own tasks, at school, outside, at home and even for ourselves, sometimes 2 or 3 or even more than that and all of these stipulate attention. We wish members of the media would be more objective, and intermittently root out some of the schemes draining off the country’s men.

“Great power comes with great responsibilities”, as the fictional man in red skinny suit and has a powerful supply of web inside his hands have popularized. In the case of journalists, the power vested on them as the fourth estate with full provision of the law with freedom of expression, speech and the like also have duties which are needed to be done parallel. So far with what I have learned, I could surmise that they were considerate, in one way or another, of the basic ethical foundations of Kant, Aristotle, Potter, Rawl, Judeo-Christian and Mill. But with various circumstances alongside, their efforts have been overshadowed with how their intentions and image is justified and projected to the public.

Humans as we all are, we cannot meet perfection in any natural or juridical person there is. There is much anticipation of the receivers to journalists. Since they have been drawing their attention and trust to the fourth branch that they suppose to be far different form the other three.

The time has come for the phrase, “too big to succeed,” to take effect, and become deep-rooted in our vocabulary, particularly as it relates to members of The Fourth Estate. We need to clamor for a revamp in every little details of the fourth pillar so indispensable in the sustenance of a healthy democracy.





PASAGUI, TAMARAH YSABELLE M.
AB- COMMUNICATION ARTS 3